I'm totally posting three times in one night.

Purple, grey, black. Enough said. I don't remember any of the products I used. My bad.

Broken hearted. Yeah....I'm deep like that.

This look was inspired by a photo a friend showed me. I took it and twisted it up a bit, made it a littler darker. I hope it inspires you or at least makes you say "Huh. Well that was interesting.".

8 days left of 2011. WHAT!?

I feel as though 2012 has sneaked up on me, much like a stealthy little ninja. I had a number of things I was meant to accomplish, which were shelved due to pure laziness, lack of motivation, and stupidity. I did however manage to complete one task. Something I've been putting off since I was fifteen years old. That's right people, this year I got my motherfucking driver's license! SAAAY WHAAA?! For those of you who know me, and even for those of you who don't, this is a MAJOR accomplishment. Not only because I'm damn near thirty, but also because I finally got my crazy, neurotic ass in check (without the aid of sedatives I might add) and passed the exam with flying colors! Okay, so it was more like one away from failing, but that is besides the point here. I PASSED, first try!

When I'm driving down the street now, I mostly feel like I've always been a driver. It's only rare moments that it hits me and I'm like "HOLYFUCKINGBALLSI'MDRIVINGTHESHITOUTTATHISCAR!!". Then I just go on about driving, ya know...no big deal. Also, I'm not sure if it's just me but, being so fresh from the womb of new drivers I'm surprisingly full of rage for idiots and selfish pricks that drive like: A.) They're the only ones on the road. and B.) They're the only ones with somewhere important to be. Oh and let's not forget C.) None of the laws of the road apply to them. Lord give me strength! Other than that, it's fabulous and I feel free, and grown up, and amazing, and like I can fucking do anything I want to in the world!

Moving on. About those other "things" that were meant to get done. Yeah...so..here's the thing. I don't want to waste anymore time doing something I really don't want to do. You may be thinking to yourself "Well that is selfish, and childish, MAN UP BITCH! We all have to do things we don't want to do every damn day!!" I'd like to say to you, first off...calm the fuck down. Secondly, life is supposed to be enjoyed, right? Not that I've had or have a shitty life, but I'm starting to feel like I'm missing out. I want. I want to travel. I want to see things, and taste things and feel things I've never seen, tasted or felt before. I want to have fun. I want to explore. Myself and the world. I want to do it before it's too late and I end up sitting somewhere one day saying to myself "I should have fucking done that!". Nobody wants to be that guy. That guy is a downer.

I think I'm going to end it on that note. Yeah...